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28 January 2013

life of π

*spoiler alert* There are spoilers in here. You've been warned. And don't say you're the type who doesn't mind spoilers - this book/movie is too good for that.


I went to go see Life of Pi last weekend and I can honestly say that a movie hasn't captured my attention and stirred my soul like that in a very long time (and yes I did go see Les Mis - ugh). I was in great company too which only enhanced my experience. Because honestly, when you're the only two people laughing at the perfect irony in a line like, "but Columbus was sailing for India!," you just appreciate it all a little more. That and laughing at Richard Parker whenever he'd revert to being a big 'ole pussycat was priceless.

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These days it seems all movies are either remakes or based on a bestselling book. I'd heard of the book, but my friend and I didn't actually know if this was a true story or not. It's not. And that makes the story even better because at the end you are truly able to choose which story to believe. I wasn't blown away by the twist that he had masked a gruesome story with one of a spiritual journey. Instead, the spiritual journey was so compelling that it was almost unimportant to learn of what really transpired. But that scene where he is describing what really happened is so powerful that it makes me glad I hadn't read the book first.

First, I'll say something about the non-spiritual elements of the movie. The life they depicted of India in the 1970s, together with the setting of Pondicherry made India such a more alluring place than what one hears about India these days - just beautiful. As a novice, I found the acting to be perfect. I was so glad that they were an unknown cast as it could have been distracting to see any familiar faces on screen. On top of these elements, the music did more than just fit the movie, it complemented it and raised it to that level of enchantment. It's not surprising that Mychael Danna won the Golden Globe for Best Original Score (we have yet to see what other awards this film will win).

The story and the way it was told were incredible of course, but the two biggest things I took away from the movie were more at the bookends of the film. First, earlier on, we see how young Pi is incredibly sincere in his search for God, something highly unusual for a boy his age. As a result, he becomes a follower of Christianity, Hinduism, and Islam. - that's a lot of theology on your plate young man. An important scene is when Pi and his father have a discussion at the dinner table about it. Pi has just finished praying when his father tells him that he doesn't mind if his son opposes his own beliefs (being that science is more real than God), but as long as Pi has applied reason, he can live with it.

For quite some time now, I've been seeing the truths that religions and faiths other than my own have. While I was growing up, I was taught that Christianity is the only way and while not outright stated, it was implied that everything about other religions was wrong. Subconsciously I held this belief to be true. I do believe in only one God, but to think that other religions hold no truth of their own is ignorant and insulting to one's own intelligence. No one sat me down to tell me this. I learned it from my own observation much like Pi. He was not persuaded by words, but by knowledge. After learning about the life of Christ, young Pi says, 'I like this Son of God' and bam, he was a Christian. I am still surrounded by minds that can't comprehend the virtues in other religions and would call it heresy to abide by any of them while calling myself a Christian, but deep down I know who I am in Christ. Ironic anyway is that many of the 'foreign' religious principles I abide by and believe to be true translate into Christianity, but are just thought of in different terms. Things like the belief in karma or the principle of meditation; divinity in nature and many forms of prayer.

"Hindus, in their capacity for love, are indeed hairless Christians, just as Muslims, in the way they see God in everything, are bearded Hindus, and Christians, in their devotion to God, are hat wearing Muslims." - Pi, Life of Pi 

No one but God can know the heart of a believer. If someone is following three religions because they aren't really sure which is true, you'll see the manifestation in their lives. If they follow three religions because they see the value in each, you'll see it then too. Most apparently are those who you only hear about as being religious but don't act it out in any way. God doesn't judge by your works but by your faith. If you need to boast about your works, then it is time reevaluate your faith. Since a person't faith is such a personal aspect about them, seeing Pi's spiritual awakening and the faith he carried with him was touching.


The second thing I that really moved me is something adult Pi says after recounting his story to the writer. In speaking of Richard Parker he says, "I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once. That pain is like an axe that chops at my heart." Harsh reality. Richard Parker is no longer the guru on his spiritual journey, but the animal that he is - cold, harsh, and uncaring. It leads adult Pi to say something I already knew to be painfully true since it's something I've had to learn on my own like he did.

It is important in life to conclude things properly. Only then can you let go. Otherwise you are left with words you should have said, but never did, and your heart is heavy with remorse... All of life is an act of letting go, but what hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye.'

In my spiritual journey, a Jain nun once taught me that when those who are spiteful and angry do not give you the chance to end things properly, writing a letter to unburden your mind and heart of things unsaid is an option. The letter doesn't have to be sent. Simply the act of writing out what you need to say it cathartic enough. I've written two and sent both. I prefer speaking in person, but in my cases this has been the only way to end things as properly as possible.

This is a movie that everyone needs to see. It takes you out of your comfort zone, dazzles your senses, and intrigues the mind. I feel that when someone sees this movie will greatly affect what kind of impact the movie has on them, so whether you're in a place to enjoy a giant cat doing giant cat things or feeling inclined towards enlightenment, watch it.


06 January 2013

The 30 Day 'End of the World' Challenge: Whoops!

Haha! Well, I missed doing this and spent the end of the world flying across it to warmer climates. But knowing that some of you were expecting it, I decided to finish anyway.

The 30 Day 'End of the World' Challenge:

Day 1 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is. 

I am taken. We have a great relationship, not perfect, but it's what most would hope for.

Day 2 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years. 

In 10 years, I'd like to be blissfully married with at least one child. I hope by then I will have found my calling, so that I can be happily and fully engaged in leaving whatever my legacy on earth will be.

Day 3 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Ideally, they would be that if they don't harm or affect others negatively, then go as wild as you like. Unfortunately, people are stupid. Because of this, those who are found guilty of harming or affecting others with their use of either of these should be fined, jailed, or flayed depending on the degree of harm.

Day 4 - Your views on religion.

Organized religion is a tool of man whether for good or evil. One should have faith and a personal relationship with their Creator and rejoice in the fellowship of those like-minded in their beliefs. Your personal beliefs should not impose on anyone else and if you succeed in converting someone to your faith as a result of your actions and not your theology, you're doing it right.

Day 5 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

N/A

Day 6 - Describe something you're passionate about.

Photography! I get really excited to when my surrounding inspire me photograph them. I've even started to day dream about my trips in terms of how the photos will turn out. When I share them, I really try to tell a story through them. From the feedback, I think I'm doing a good job so far.

Day 7 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I'm a fire tiger, Sagittarius and it definitely fits me. I don't believe horoscopes but it's fun to see what your personality type and quirks are based on these things and I do find them to fit.

Day 8 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Sitting at the top of Mt. Fuji. I felt like it validated some of the most important life decisions I had made up until that point.

Day 9 - Do you think people have the wrong impression of you?

All the time.

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

Puppy love no longer counts, so in that case what I'll say is that despite our bumpy start, it's proven to be a love of a lifetime. The first kiss? It was magical and ordained as a spectacle for the gods.

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Blink 182 - Rock Show
Kid Cudi - Day and Night (Crookers Remix)
Tool - Schism
Frou Frou - Let Go
Kanye West - Good Life
Death Cab for Cutie - Sleep Spent
Aurora - Ordinary World
Minus the Bear - Intro
Nujabes - Next View
Ayla - Angelfalls

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
  • Woke up.
  • Went back to bed.
  • Woke up.
  • Laid in bed on my iPhone for an hour.
  • Layered up to come to work.
  • Sat at my desk at work all day catching up on varied interests.
  • Drove home and huddled around the heater for warmth.
  • Debated whether the kitchen is too cold and whether just have crackers for dinner...again.
  • Watch all my favorite YouTubers and TV shows. Or play on the Wii. Or read on my iPad.
  • Pass out at 11:00pm.
A typical day in the life of a JET. Riveting.

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

Europe! From my one and only visit, I can tell that I would do well there. I don't think anyone can see all there is to see in Europe even if you lived there all your life, but I'll give it a go.

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

Eating a french fry.

Day 15 - If you could turn back time, is there anything you'd do differently?

Yes. High School for starters.

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

It's fun.

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

Lows - missing out on important events back home.
Highs - accomplishing all and more of my travel goals.

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

Love all, trust few, do wrong to none.

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.

A thing of my juvenile past.

Day 20 - How important you think education is.

Important, but not as important as experience.

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.

So so many. One of my new favorites is Downton Abbey. It's magnificent.

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Well, I've been living abroad and have changed dramatically in 2 years as a result of being completely independent for the first time in my life. Only those who have lived apart from everything they hold dear and familiar can know the subtle ways this changes someone, but in summary, I've matured quite a bit. It's been invaluable.

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

I can't be bothered to do that so I'll just name them:
  • Robert Pattinson (when he's not Edward Cullen)
  • Alexander Skarsgard (especially when he's Eric Northman)
  • Brad Pitt (especially around the Fight Club era)
  • Vin Diesel (all day long)
  • David Beckham (especially when modeling)

Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.

What Dreams May Come. It's about the lengths one goes for true love.

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.

Me. I constantly surprise myself.

Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.

Confident, funny, and kind.

Day 27 - A problem that you have had.

Connecting.

Day 28 - Something that you miss.

Those days and nights at FIU when anything could happen.

Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.

Read, write, plan, publish.

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month

-The month is young so I'll consider from this day last month till this one-

Lows - thinking honesty really was the best policy
Highs - hitting another JETset goal and going to Singapore!